2.09.2009

Come on...you know you've felt the same way...

So...I've started a couple of entries this week, only to get a few sentences in and delete it. Why? Because honestly...there are times when I think/believe - no one is reading this - why does it matter? Who cares about my obviously random thoughts, experiences, beliefs, cares, frustrations...and why on earth would they spend their free time perusing them on the internet when there is so much more to see elsewhere... I don't know that I'm the only insecure dingbat in the blogosphere...but I honestly think I'm not alone.

So...it might take me a little while to put something else up, it might not. I'm putting undo pressure on myself to make it good, read-worthy, amazing, thought-provoking, memorable... Rarely have I sat here and deleted thinking "oh wait - so and so is gonna read this" - I think I'm a fairly open book... but I'm just trying to figure it out...

So...you amazing bloggers out there - the ones who write and share and feel and grasp this blogging thing so well...spur the girl on... I'm stuck.

5 comments:

Melinda said...

Oh, please keep writing. I love keeping up with all of you.

Bex said...

For me, blogging is just as much for my benefit and memory of my life's events than it is for anyone else. For me, it just helps me to process and leaves me with a scrapbook of sorts, a collection of fun times, deep thoughts and random happenings. I think you'll have a blast looking back over these posting 5 or 10 years from now. :-)

gatersj said...

Meesh--as you know I don't blog, however, I do love reading yours and what you write challenges me in ways that is different from other blogs. I agree with the other two posts that you should keep writting because it is a good way to express yourself and have memories captured. Love you!
~Jennifer

Patrick Kelley said...

Hey Meesh......don't keep your audience in suspense. :) Just let the fingers do the talking!! This is Maria on Patrick's computer.

erik w/a "k" said...

Meesh, I'm with Bex on this one. Plus I enjoy getting into this side of your brain from time to time. :)

 

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